Mungkinkah aku seorang yang lemah?

Susahnya nk hidup...ssh jgk utk mati...itu lah perasaan saya...tuhan saje yg tahu apa yg sy rs...berat sgguh dugaan ini...smpai kdg2 saya rs xmahu hidup lg...alangkah berdosanya saya berfikiran mcm tu...apa perlu saya buat? mungkinkah saya begitu lemah???

Saya perlu buktikan saya seorang yang ada kehidupan...ada impian...tp skrg ni dimanakah jalannye utk menuju kpd impian?? saban hari saya makin buntu...melalui hari2 yg sama...hari2 yg penuh dgn perasaan kecewa...

Saya mahu pergi jauh dari sume orang...hingga tiada siapa pun yg dpt tahu apa yg saya lakukan...saya ingin pulang dgn sejuta kejutan...biar org tahu selama ini sy tidak putus asa utk mengubah kehidupan...saya akui ada segalanya kecuali 1 perkara...1 perkara itu buat saya bagai kehilangan segalanya...

saya tak mahu mengalah...tp sy tak cukup kuat utk melawan dugaan ini...hanya Allah shj yg tahu betapa saya perlukan pertolonganNya...sy x perlukan pertolongan dr sesiapa selainNya...sy perlukan kekuatan dariNya...saya x mampu melangkah sendirian...

Ya Allah yg maha pengasih...akhiri lah dugaan ini...sesungguhnya aku redha dgn ujianMu...dan tetapkanlah iman ku....kuatkan lah diri ku utk tetap bergantung kepadaMU...sesungguhnya Engkau maha mengetahui hala tujuku...Amin...

Mulakan hidup baru

Bila terjadi sesuatu di luar kawalan kita...barulah kita sedar kesilapan kita...begitu juga dgn saya...hari ni saya dah buat satu perkara yang "stupid"...& biarlah rahsia...saya tertekan...tapi bodohnya saya sbb lepaskan tekanan tu kat syg saya...kesian syg saya...

"B...saya mintak maaf sangat2 buat awk mcm tu...btul saya sygkan awk..."

Saya dah sedar kesilapan saya...bila saya luahkan nya pada afiz kawan saya...dia nasihat saya supaya jgn berkelakuan mcm tu...dia ckp saya "ting tong"...hari ni 2 org kwn saya ckp sy ting tong...wawawa....ting tong tu rupanya sama maksud ng "sengal" + "masuk air" + "senget"...hmmm...mmg saya akui...syukurlah saya dgn syg saya dh berbaik...alhamdulillah...

Saya nk mulakan hidup baru...jadi saya tukar blog saya berwajah baru...biar lah apa pun terjadi...saya mesti kuat...saya ada org yang sayangkan saya...saya kene bersyukur...

Notes: Saya Sayang B !!!

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++ Incoming 2010 ++

Wowoowoo...2010 is just around the corner...
so many things are not complete yet in this year 2009...

~ Work + Money + Work + Money ~

still not having both of it...

[ Hey Aina !!! just relax... !!! <--- that's the way i'm motivate myself ] xoxoxxo~

I believe that everything will be changed if GOD will...
Just prepare myself to face anything happen...

In year 2010, I got too many targets in mind...my target + our targets !!
I wanna find job with good salary & be a workaholic !!! believe me huh?!
Start pay back PTPTN loan... (errggghh.....my money !)
Hey! i forgot to mention my 1st target...oppps our target ya mimie...

jeng


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HOLIDAY IN KOREA in Year 2011 ^____________^


So...i need to have a lot of MONEY MONEY MONEY...
make saving & control my expenses...

Actually i really really really LOVE traveling...i have been in Makkah & Madinah done my Umrah & holiday at the same time...hehe~ ...Doha & Singapore...and the next destination will be in Beijing (13 Dec-18 Dec 2009) insyaallah~ Damn!! i can't wait !!!!!

So...guys please pray together to achieve this wonderful target ~~
I can see us playing snow during winter in KOREA (Mode: Happy Face)



P/S: I need to stop here...it's time to watch KOrean Drama on TV2~ bubbye ! =)

Rintik-rintik hujan bersama MIMIE

Tengah Tunggu Lif

Hujan di KLCC

Dalam Lif

Taman KLCC

It's muvee time (2012)

......Have you ever

....HAVE YOU EVER??

a. Date someone twice
eh xkot~

b . Been cheated
emm...yea

c. Kiss someone and regretted it kiss sumeone?
never!

d. Lost someone special
yes!



....IN THE PAST MONTH

a. Fallen out of love
yes!

b. Laughed until you cried
hahahha...selalu je klu ng mimie!

c. Met someone who change your life
totally yep!

d. Found out someone was talking about you
A'a...xsangka!

e. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?
some of them

f. How many kids do you want to have?
only 2 kids

g.Do you have any pets?
yep...a long time ago...skrg sume dh mati,lari,kene mkn haiwan lain...!

h. Do you want to change your name?
xmau...sbb aku je ada nama ni!

i. What time did you wake up today?
6.30...3x ignore alarm! xbley blah punya ank dara...hu3

j. What were you doing at midnight last night?
ketiduran...

k. Name something you cannot wait for?
Snow... =)

l. Last time you see your father?
a few mins ago...gud nite daddy..

m. What’s one thing you wish could change?
not really thinking about that...my memory is my treasure!

n. Have you ever talk to a person named Tom?
xde plak kwn aku nama TOM

o. What getting on your nerves right now?
huh?

p. Elementary/primary school
skolah2 terpilih di PAKA

q. Middle/secondary school
skolah2 terpilih di PAKA

r. Hair colour
Black

s. Long or short
short!

t. Want kids
ofcourse!

u. Want to get married
sape yg xnk koT !

v. Career in mind
Somebody



....HAVE YOU EVER???

a. Kiss a stranger
gila ke ape?!

b. Lost glasses/contacts
xde!

c. Ran away from home
errr...xde

d. Broken someone’s heart
i'm not perfect

e. Been arrested
xpenah...asyik line clear je..hahahaa

f. Cried when someone died
yep...my brother

g. Is there any person you want to be with right now?
definitely yess

h. Do you believe in God?
totally YES!

Boring Day

Hey ! wut a boring day ! @_@ feeling "hampeh" rite now...i'm counting times until 5.30...my work already finished...FB is not well-functioned...ggrrrr! feeling so COLD, i'm freezing...!!!!! wanna go back home! i need to charge my Pinky-Phone ^__^